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Honorable Mention: 2023 Sandy Crimmins Poetry Contest

 

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all the way back to when i was shrieking and my sister was too

pointing at juicy rhododendron

in the immigrant yard    ie the Big Opportunity bouquet

 

now move    i am consciously yearning

to get back to the hilarious of a near unknown    a toddler mind

of anticipation

 

2

motherboards    school districts  everything tightens

around revisionist history

its not mumbai or bombay  but new world

though what to un name

an implied no-name fate like urban boundary line

 

can we upend the field and the sea. no question

this this is not that different    yet another project of long violence

worshipped thru lead paint siding     plastic milk cups of petrichor

that seep out of the earth in the early morning

froglets that leap from feet falling on a sodden lawn

its not silicon valley but silicon forest

so sudden and devoid

inside this holding of white reserve and tact     please say only one thing

it is pastoral through its gnosis, no         it is a 90s network imaginary  no

 

it is a test site for arranged marriage casteist progeny

ibid assimilationist light skinned success story    ibid neoliberal

 imperial  generational  deep well

 

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now we have no birth order

or gender adjustment for falsified belonging          we ruined it, gladly

no debt arrangement for time lost           for years never mine to begin with

now i move consciously into a chaos magic of yearning

its a hot to the touch jaggery scented transmission           here are my friends

that ive made   and some space to sit in the garden

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Leena Joshi is an artist, educator, and child of immigrants living in Oakland, California. Leena’s written works can be found in SFMoMA’s Open Space, the Berkeley Poetry Review, the Felt, Monday: the Jacob Lawrence Gallery Journal, TAGVVERK, La Norda Specialo, Poor Claudia, and bluestockings magazine, among others. They hold an MFA from the University of California, Berkeley’s department of Art Practice and a BA in Creative Writing from the University of Washington, Seattle.

Honorable Mention: 2023 Sandy Crimmins Poetry Contest

 

some people see gender as a line

but I see it as a river

 

yes the river may travel from one point to another

but little streams and creeks

tributaries and estuaries branch off here and there and wherever

trickling down hills and mountains until the summer melts snow into a showering waterfall

feeding into lakes and oceans

or creating new rivers of their own when it rains and floods

 

maybe the terrain at the mouth differs from that of the tail

and maybe from the sky there is little difference at all

 

a deer may hold no preference along the entire length of the river banks

but a dragonfly may live solely in one pocket of reeds

and neither is more precious or damned for it

 

some may find themselves lodged firmly in place

others mistaken for a rock when they are indeed a tree root

 

perhaps a stone once thought immovable

erodes to reveal sparkling sediment present the entire time

 

you may consider me like the deer

leisurely traipsing along the water

stopping the longest in the middle where the grass is most ambiguous

 

or maybe you think me a duck

paddling along with the current

dabbling in the mud and pebbles and preening my feathers wherever I please

until I grow tired of wetness and fly

 

but me, I think I am the silt itself

mineral deposits from stars outside

fallen from the clouds and swirling with the water

shimmering my way into every last fingernail and dendrite of the river

blown across the dry prairies and carried by the wind

settling into the seas and swept up by hurricanes until I rejoin the cirrus

and gently dance back down as snowflakes on a mountaintop

waiting for the sun

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Corinne is a comic artist and watercolorist currently pursuing a Comics MFA at the California College of the Arts. You can view their work on instagram @corinneiskorean. This is their first published poem.

Runner Up: 2023 Sandy Crimmins Poetry Contest

1.

To navigate the tenacity of the dark

do I wave an ochre pistil?

 

Smuggle some fertile beauty

recklessly into my terror?

 

When through a marrow-streaked window

a wren digs her grave in the breast of another wren

 

what wound do I alleviate?

Who do I elevate?

 

What crown do I forego?

An astonishment

 

of ordinary animal.

Every animal

 

a letter

to every other animal.

 

2.

time watches from the doorframe time removes her rings one by one before sliding between satin sheets time a mosaic of discarded catbones and splinters the body has absorbed time with her breast out forehead on the cold counter shudders haloes into our chest cavities: an astronomy

 

3.

Consider the simultaneous:

inheritance a cluster

 

of stunned ghosts

trailing

 

from vow to vow.

Confused detectives.

 

Wet edamame pinched out

from skin pockets

 

clutching survivors

how rubble clenches

 

the neckskin

of collateral damage

 

motherhungry

and bewildered at the breach.

 

4.

Consider the simultaneous:

giddy infant

 

farting in her father’s arms,

laughter’s unruly persuasion.

 

And behind a gas station the knuckle

bone of an adolescent girl

 

rots till it sprouts milk

weed.

 

No slight surge of moths no cartoon lunchbox

no breeze.

 

There is no leaving

the body.

 

5.

Animal what crown?

Animal what red?

 

What hand

where even conquest

 

in its wreath

spills onto its pink back?

 

6.

The ebony mountain is a heart.

The bird, propelled, a heart.

We measure the heart with a fist.

Astonished I studied my fist

eight years old

awed by the legibility

of my secrets.

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Shabnam Piryaei is a poet, filmmaker and artist. She is the founder and curator of the online art and interview journal MUSEUM. You can read more about her work at https://shabnampiryaei.com/.

Runner Up: 2023 Sandy Crimmins Poetry Contest

To read “That Vonnegut Thing,” by Partridge Boswell, click HERE.

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Partridge Boswell’s poems appear in the forthcoming Saguaro Poetry Prize-winning collection Not Yet a Jedi and in Poetry, The American Poetry Review, Poetry Ireland Review, Southword, The Moth, & Co-founder of Bookstock Literary Festival, he teaches at Vallum Society for Education in Arts & Letters in Montreal and troubadours widely with the poetry/music group Los Lorcas, whose debut release Last Night in America is available on Thunder Ridge Records. https://loslorcas.com/ He lives with his family in Vermont.

Winner of the 2023 Sandy Crimmins Poetry Contest

. . .all night I am laying/ poems away in a long box./

It is my immortality box. . .

Anne Sexton, “The Ambition Bird”

 

It’s said that many of our diseases

are phenotypic consequences of adaptation

compromises made so that we don’t die

too quickly to pass our afflictions along because

of course diseases are about needs whether ours

or theirs a body just flesh inside of flesh just a box

ready-to-be-filled ready-to-be-emptied caskets

made of more caskets germs inside of seeds

inside of husks inside of days inside of all

the climbing hours all the up and out and walking

away the ripples of heat the spontaneous loam

where what we are and were arises like faces

breaking through a surface coppered with the sound

of distant bells with the sound of poems laid

like votives like shabti inside of boxes inside

of skin to wait like the afflictions they are

current to ground static to signal the words

we say even when we don’t: this is my blood

and this is my body broken for you.

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John Blair has published six books, most recently Playful Song Called Beautiful (University of Iowa Press, 2016) as well as poems with magazines including Poetry, The Sewanee Review, The Georgia Review, The Colorado Review, and others. His new collection of poems about the beginning of the atomic age, The Shape of Things to Come, will be published this fall by Gival Press.