Catherine Street
Alberta likes to walk the Italian Market and look at the fish.
She thinks they watch as the people pass, awareness lingering
in the black marbles of their eyes, kept cool and alive by the
boxes of ice in which they sleep. She smiles at the sturgeon
and stickleback to let them know she knows.
When we get back
to Catherine Street, the Vietnamese couple are having sex in the
apartment under ours. Their passion increases as the temperature
rises,
and with the sun blazing hard at 92-degrees, they can't seem to keep their
hands off of each other. The woman’s moans echo up the chimney and
pour out of our fireplace.
Alberta lies across the bed and watches me undress. Her gaze
follows as I shed my underwear and stand next to her, breathing
deeply. I fall forward, into her smell of limes and grass.
When I wake, Alberta is crying, fingering the glass fox on our night stand.
I lean close and push the hair off the curl of her ear.
"I dreamt I left you," she says.
"You are leaving me," I answer.
She nods.
Alone, I make coffee and stand next to the fire escape, slick
with sweat in the twilight. A little girl sits on her step as
an old man walks his dachshund along the curb. From the roofs
and telephone wires, the birds sing their last songs.
The next morning, I stroll the market until I see Alberta coming
toward me.
"How was Susan's?" I say.
She palms the back of her neck. "Her couch gave me a crick." In a
brown bag she carries rhubarb and wine. "You knew I'd be walking here?"
"Of course."
In the heat of the afternoon, the Vietnamese
couple fights, their curses rattling in my fireplace. Then
there's the clap
of a hand on damp skin. "Don't hit me," he says, and
she answers, "Why shouldn't I?"
Alberta comes over later that week and we have sex in the shower.
It's tremendously hot as the steam creeps around our legs and
over the wings of her shoulders. When we're finished, we look
at each other and blink. "I found your bracelet under the couch," I
say to her on the phone. I pretend to admire it on my wrist,
the cherry
garnets and opal.
Alberta breathes into the receiver. "So
that's where it was."
By August, the last of her clothes are gone
and all of her records—except for the one I hide from
her. Time takes a cigarette, says Bowie. The old
man walks his dog, the little girl sits, as the street lights fill the street
with light.
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